poniedziałek, 28 kwietnia 2008

astonished

For two or three days I`ve been... Well, all time I`ve been having my head in the clouds. Almost walking in air...
Life should be much easier - even in such happy case is difficult... Eeehh...

o curso de português para estrangeiros em Leiria

A language course for the Erasmus students in Leiria - probably the best "study time" in my life. Not only because those parties almost each day :>

Leiria


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The Graduation


[31 August - 21 September 2007]

poniedziałek, 21 kwietnia 2008

piątek, 18 kwietnia 2008

a voice

Sometimes I`m hearing the voices. Of course, not these schizophrenic crazy ones which are covering my reality but from time to time I simply feel what is important in life. I spent today a really long time (I obviously should study then but... whatever :) remaining my best moments from Portugal. When I think about good memories I`m always surprised how simply they are - party with guitar playing, sharing a bottle of wine with a good friend, nice conversations with professor Saavedra (I`ll marry a guy like him! For sure, I will ;), first pool with butterfly stroke, evenings in Insomnias, dinner prepared by friends (never wine from Alentejo again...) - all these moments which you can spend among other people felling that you are really with them. On the other hand, I know that I`m not from here & in two months time all my life in Portugal will have been just memories. Sad. I`m gonna fuck saudades, every one of them.
Maybe it`s stupid - despite previous paragraph I`ve been missing Poland each day. The stronger, the longer I`m here... During last seven months Poland started to be the most amazing beautiful country in which people use the most sophisticated language, education is on the highest level, even the sky is more blue. I`m dreaming about badminton, anthropomotorics lab, Szczytnicki Park, crowded trams, the Cathedral Island and my voluntary project. Just one insignificant problem - I`m not settlement there.
Actually, deeply in myself I`ve already known that I`m not based permanently anywhere. A voice - the same which forces me to hitch-hike or sleep under the trees even if I have enough money to avoid it. The National Geographics magazine with impressive photos. The Laurousse`s Encyclopaedia for children full of illustrations and colourful maps. The hours looking through albums or guidebooks. And the worst of bad - friends from all continents.
Of course, maybe it`s just an escape from real life committing by an immature child.
Time to sleep. A ginástica é muito cedo :( I`ll just find a Chinese phrasebook...