unforgettable

Today I`ve been in Poland exactly for one month time. Summarise: I still think in English, all time. Maybe it`s a way to protect myself against becoming again the same person who I used to be before the mature exam. I feel like hanging on the rope above the Alps & staring at three geographical directions.

Many things are over. Many things in Poland are over too. Nothing in my past I really want to have back. Almost nothing...

Future? I`m trying to organise myself among several ideas of life. I know that I`m able to make everything much more complicated than it is to the other people. I`m sure just about one thing: it`s high time to stop playing bad old game. "Don`t think, do it" I realised that I have to rely just on me. My new independent life is waiting for me with open arms to hug me. Possibly, strangle me a little bit too.

At least, I started to tidy up my folders with photos from Portugal so I hope I`ll send them You soon. Some of them will appear here as well.

One good piece of information to finish this post as an optimist. Jorge is in Poland now :D So I`m spending the next several days with one of my best friends :D

transparent internet

I`ve just noticed that one of my teachers from sport`s university saw my Nasza Klasa profile (kind of Polish hi5)... Of course, I`ve never uploaded anything what I should be ashamed of, but... But immediately I stopped feeling comfortable with this blog & net society`s profiles. Maybe it isn`t wise to upload private informations like names, photos, etc. I realised that being so carefree can have worse results than a teacher laughing of my photos. Actually I`m about cancelling all this gibberish.

Photos from my crazy trip in Portugal with my mad sister later. Or maybe not...

CANTICUM

One photo from old times. CANTICUM The Choir Of Cathedral in Kalisz has fun :>
I`m performing a sacrifice = victim [it`s ok now? :P].

[September 2003]

blog - charity

http://blog.pomagaj.info/

It`s a blog about charity actions in Poland. I haven`t explored it yet but generally the idea is great! :)

listen to music

Probably most of You don`t know one thing - I`m absolutely crazy about music. I`ve already got 17GB of mp3 files on my HDD & definitely I wanna have more ;P It`s high time to share it. A flash gadget on the right :D

a return

To everybody concerned, I`m coming back to Poland at June 26. See You then :)

prophet Jeremiah

Yahweh, I know that the way of man is not in himself: it is not in man who walks to direct his steps.
Yahweh, correct me, but in measure: not in your anger, lest you bring me to nothing.

(Jeremiah 10:23-24 NJB)